Hey guys so here's a little rant I started a new job two months ago and thought it would be fun and something new xxxxxxx I was wrong
I'm having hard time keeping up with everything and my boss keeps saying I need to go faster faster and I am really trying but because I'm on a lot of Antidepressant I think it slows me down a bit like I have hard time processing things really fast. Also my boss keeps writing everything I did wrong on the white board for everyone to see and it's really starting to get to me because everyone knows all the time. I don't know I'm just starting to dread going to work that there will be another thing on the white bored. I was really sick for two weeks and got infection in my sinus so my eyes still bug me and I have cowlick in my hair so now that it's short it sometimes sticks up well my boss asked my why I always look so bad and it just really hurt my feelings because I brush my hair every morning before I leave and my eyes are still quite puffy but there's nothing I can do about it. I already have really bad self-esteem issues and it took a lot for me not to cry over being told my face looks bad all the time... Rant over thanks for reading!